Life is the devil.
It plays tricks on you,makes you blind,makes you fall,makes you cry,makes you jump for joy,makes you excited,makes you experience all sorts of pain and emotions,makes you hate life,and makes you love life.
It does all those bad things and as being innocent human beings,we could only follow like a dog on the leash. Human beings cant get out of it unless the leash unlooses itself.
Which is when you die.
/(At this point,let me explain : imagine yourself being held by a leash like a dog. Your owner brings you out with the leash . You cant run where ever you like and you could only follow blindly the owner. Thats what im trying to say. Life controls you like the owner trying to control his dog. )
/It sucks really,how we are always being held on and pulled along throughout our entire fcuking life.WHICH is meaningless.
I thought we were supposed to live whichever way we want to.and Simply be the way we want to be without that leash to pull us back and stop us. It's restricting us too much and this sucks to the max.
Just look at everyone and you can see how life sucks :
Study day by day. Play, but cant too much cause we will not gain anything out of it. Parents getting fcuked up cause we cant produce good results. The big company boss doesn't want to hire you because you're a good-for-nothing-person-without-a-university-cert . The society looks down on you because you're not straight,you're disabled,you've been in jail,and you're sick mentally. Your parents nag at you cause you're stupid,good-for-nothing,for not being able to reach their expectations. You're hated by the people around you and people point fingers at you. The people you love turn their backs on you . You don't receive the love or attraction you wanted to have. So on.
/Life sucks, and im not saying that all these apply to me but they are just examples of how life is sucky.
Obviously,people who want to commit suicide and hurt themselves physically are just stupid-er than how life is, and they are simply people who cannot think straight.
/Look here, you're the "dog" while your "owner" is your own life. If you hurt yourself, imagine your owner looking down at this dog and say : 'STUPID DOG.' So why? Don't kill yourself just because you're depressed,for goodness sake.
Even dogs have the rights to live the way they want,so why cant us human beings.
And If you're waiting for that leash to loosen itself, then you're just plain dumb. We human beings aren't born to be losers, we are born to fight. If you cant fight, then you're weak.
Iron can get rusty, love can disappear, and pain can go away.
As time goes by, the leash you have been trying to unloosen will break. And eventually,you will be the ultimate winner.
( At this point of time i shall explain again : Imagine that you are the dog and Life is the owner of you, the dog. The only way to break free from him is to bite the owner and run away,to gain your freedom. If you keep getting manipulated by him, you are just a stupid dog ) get it?
If you people don't understand, use your imagination. I don't think my English is so suckish that no one understands one fcuking shit i'm talking about.
/As i said,as time goes by, the leash you have been trying to break free from will break/loosens itself.And you will be the winner. But the problem is. HOW? The answer may be just, FIGHT , to live the way you want. at your control and not at anyone else's control.
Like how a dog would to protect itself and bite anyone who tries to take him by force.
Because, You are not the puppet/dog and You, are not to be manipulated. No one, not even your parents can control you because that is your life. No one can stop you, because you are the mastermind. Only You have the key to your own life and your successes .
\ OKKAY , you people must be thinking that why the fcuk am i saying all this crap. My main point is : live your life to the fullest and at your own control.
My main aim to write this : BECAUSE i'm seriously bored and i don't know what else to do.
So everyone, please dont say that i'm like emo-ing or whatever cause i'm not -.-
& im just thinking that i seem have no one to turn to when im feeling down.
Or is it just me? Because i just cant seem to find a person that i could really talk to him/her about my feelings or thoughts.(Please don't say my parents,they are not exactly interested) It kinda suck,you know. Sometimes i wonder, if there's really such a person whom i can really feel connected,like some sort of telepathy.I'ts like You don't have to speak to him/her and he/she knows what you're feeling/talking about. No words needed between you and him/her . It's amazing. To have such a friend . In your life. Because to be able to have such telepathy, that person has got to have the same views towards life like you do,same opinions on different things.In other words,it's just like another you. If only, there's such a person.
